Opinion matters little when the truth is more obvious, especially when it is in black & white!

How can you of all people sit infront of me and face me face to face? What kind of person can sit there & talk to me like we are friends? I feel like I know what kind, a Two Faced person, thats who! I can't believe some of the shit you of all people have writen about me & I soo know they are about me cause there is no one else that this would be about. Now that's a Fact!
How can you write the following & be sooo careless as too leave out in the open...Like no one would ever see it or pick it up & read it!? As goes the following:
1) Go ahead. What would I what?
2) Street Smarts - Should I feel like shit everyday or get rid of the thng making me feel like shit?
3) Manipulation - Paramount
4) She doesn't like you!
5) Make sure not to talk!
6) defense - cancelled
7) shanti - 21 - 22 - 0 job loser
8) nothing is hard et fast.
Since you have the balls to write this down, why don't you have the balls to say it to my face!? So much for trust or loyalty... all that hard work for nothing, seems like it all went down the fucking hole! SOOO GO FUCK YOUR SELF!!

Hell must surely be a product of our own minds, for nothing is more torturous than a self-made prison.

You really do make a prison for yourself. I sometimes don't understand why you are soo hard on yourself. Nor do I get how a person like you can give a damn about what others think about him! Even when I of all people try to make things easy for you...you still seem to have a way to make things harder & worse for yourself, & you really over think things all the time!
Here are some good examples, Cause you're always wonder the following: Can you be friends, if one of you is gay? My answer is YES! I will always be your friend, as long as you want us to be...then there's the problem with people(girls) asking you if you would get mad if they fucked me...I really can't answer that, but I really think you shouldn't worry about stupid people like that or the things they think or want. Life in no way or form is made easier for anyone that is believed to be pertty or cute...in reality its made worse in the fact and in way that everyone looks to that person for soo many things & expects these people to be a certain way or form in the way they talk or act. I know that looks and personality and brillance would be perspective. You can't have looks with out having one of the other and you can have the other two without having looks to make a package of any kind. Brillance and Personality are what really make a person what they are, looks really don't make the person. Kid you are one of, if not the only person in my life time that I have ever met with such an amazing gift of brillance and personality that I would rather have,... to me your all that a person should be but you need to see it in yourself first for everyone else to be able to see it, fully see it. Don't be soo hard on yourself and live life to the fullest! I am here for you for anything that you might need and that I might be able to help you with!

Me...obviously. 

Nothing is more real than gossip and secondhand lies.

Truth is never a matter of fact, but more of opinion and experience. Age and time both will carry you places that you could never imagine, and wisdom is solely experience.Other people will always have a different perspective, and there's nothing you can do or say to change that. Listen then to yourself, follow the path laid out for you, and above all..........Know your role.
Stay out of other peoples business'! & Mind Your own Problems & SHIT!

New Year, New Start...

Its a New Year...I just fucking woke up. What a party! This is a new start and a clean slate. I hope this year will be filed with lots of good things in my life and a better out come to everything that is happening in my life.