We're Born, We Live, & We Die!

This day started like in other day...It was sunny, warm, & by mid day it all changed like our lives do through out time. How ones life is so simular to ones day. Or even compared to a year. The day or the year all start the same...after all is relaxed or has come to an end. It all has a fresh start, a new begining to what is to come or to be.
Our lives all run in the same form of begining to end. We are all distined to one end & that is Death. Only to have someone else be born and replace us in this place we call earth. When we start living we are born with out problems or regrets, just like the day starts with a new and fresh start. As the day goes by, the day changes in a heat wave of driness and even death. Our lives change by our ageing. As our lives go on, we earn and learn the problems of our society, our families and our friends. That we then have to learn and figure out how to fix on our own. As the day goes by we then start to change again with our problems fading and our fates and paths starting to clear as someone else starts to take our place that we once stood at. Just like the day will then clear its self of the problems by the washing of its self with the cleansing of the rain, on the air and the ground that we call earth.
There after, the end of the day is then approuching and the end of our lives also comes to an end, as some of us will come to realize we will never awake again and some of us will. But life must go on and must continue as it has for all these years.

" We are born and we live our lifes to the best that we can, only to come to the end that we will all face time after time after time again. "
We're Born, We Live, & We Die!

" How time has past and how lil I have written..."

There as soo many things in my life happening right now that I don't even know where to begin!
Its as if I don't feel anymore for anything or anyone in my life. I moved to Des Moines to start a new life and to get away from all the bullshit that followed me in my life. But yet it follows...like a fucking plague that will not let you recover from your illness in life. I have my families support and my friends as well...but yet nothing seems to matter to me. Why do I feel soo empty inside and why do I feel so alone in life. I feel like a lonly soul in this world walking alone and trying to survive over and over again. Yet I ask myself why...why must I feel this way?...for what and for whome?...this is my never ending sorrow and lonesome hearts story.

An empty soul remains, to walk alone and be empty until it has found a perpose in life! No matter who is with me at the time of this sorrow I must find my own way, they will not be able to help me.
Lonly souls do find their way... all in due time!

#4 Dating Blooppers...haha

Now this story is about Dinner dating...I am going to skip the Party Dating. I rather keep those stories to myself. I know, I know....you really want to read those dont you.
N-E ways. Awhile ago I got hooked with this girl named Sarah. She was a hotty. Small petite and very beautiful. No shit...she was fine. So the date was made and I was to meet her at Garfields. So I got ready and Drove to the damn place...Heres the fucked up part...when I got there I sat down and started talking to the girl. She was funny and smart but there was something wrong with me. I didnt feel right being there. Something about being there with her made me feel soo wrong and guilty. Not even 20 mins of being there and talking to her I stopped her in the middle of her conversation and stood up dropped a $50 and told her to get what ever she wanted and that it wasn't her that it was truly me and that I was sorry soo I just left her there.
Now tell me if thats not a FUCKED up situation. I am soo SORRY Sarah.....but its still funny hahahaha

#3 Dating Blooppers...haha

Now this was the most funniest date that I have ever been on. I asked this girl named Lisa on a date. I had met her down town. She was cute and very funny. But she hadnt been on a date in a long as time either. So from what I heard from her friends and From what I heard from her she was really nervous. So I picked her up and took her to do one of the things that I really like to do which is Ice Skating. So we went to the IBP skating Ring. We were skating and she was kinda having some trouble skating...I was kinda woundering why since she used to play hockey and knew how to skate. She kept falling and on one of the lil turn arounds that she pulled she fell striaght on her ass. It was extremly funny. Then we went Bowling right next door at Lewis Bowl. She was even having trouble throwing the damn ball down the lane and had troubles falling as will. I mean I thought at first that it was the shots that we took...but that was only part of the problem...came to find out later.... that her friends had told her to drink some wine before the date so that she would be a lil more easy going. But she forgot how many drinks to drink, that she was already kinda tipseeee, then I was giving her shots...before I knew it she was.....well lets just say not all there.
That was a really drunken date. Comes to show you that you should really never drink and drive or drink and date. hahaha Sorry Lisa! Had to tell the story.

#2 Dating Blooppers...haha

Now the 2nd dating story...The Surprise Date....
Ok...Now everyone likes to go on a date at least I think so. But to have a date just thrown onto you with no warning about it, now thats just wrong, but funny.
So I'm a party and everyone is drinking, dancing, listening to music and some watching t.v. and other things that we will just not get into right now. Back to the story as I was drinking and dancing & enjoying myself i get this call on Chris' cell. Its Cindy and she is coming over with a friend and wants to know if its kool if she comes. I tell her sure...when they got there I met the girl and talked to her for awhile and that was it. Next day, I get called and asked to go to the movies...I of course said yes and next thing I know as I show up..Cindy comes up to me and straight up tells me...remember Tina, Shes your date. Have fun. Then just walked away and left us togather. That was a really missed up date.

#1 Dating Blooppers...haha

OK...What Im about to tell you is all sooo true about the girls that I have gone on dates with. The flaws of the date and the funny shit about dating and the what not to do parts and so on.
Ever since my last seriouse relationship, some if not all of my friends have be trying to set my up on dates. Blind dates, Surprise dates, Drunken dates, Party Dates, and had some take me to a Dinner dating service....Now that was fucking Funnier then had ever done. So were do I start...hmmm....well lets start in the order that I just wrote them done. First story...the Blind Date. It all started one friday night a friend of mine (female) stated that she had a friend that was single, that we would make such a good couple. & that she was hooking us up on a blind date. Cuz I really needed to start dating again. Get back out in the market. So I said yes. Its was all set & ready to go for the next day. So I show up to the mall to go to this movie with Stacie. I get there and we see each other so we start to talk. Not knowing that we were our dates. You see me and stacie already knew each other from like a long time ago. Her mom used to be my teach at Lewis & Clark school. haha...sooo we sat there and talked waiting for our dates and then I get this call from another friend asking why im not at the mall? I told what happened and she replied...& I qoute " Alex, you two are stupid...why didnt you ask each other what your dates names were.... cuz shes your date, you ass." I was like what the fuck!!
Now That was My first date.