A look into a beautiful but dangerous mind.

All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.

Name:
Location: South Sioux City, Nebraska, United States

I'm a 23 year old pre-med student. I enjoy the simple things in life. I'm willing to try anything once or twice, provided that it's fun and worth my while. I'm spontaneous and outgoing. There's a picture on my homepage, if you're interested.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Beautifully Stated

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will or already has/did.

You will have your heart broken probably
more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend(s).

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did/has done.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.


~anonymous~

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Admiration: a feeling of wonder, pleasure, or approval of an act of looking on or contemplating w/pleasure, an object of wonder,pleasure, or approval.

The word that is defined above is the word that has been used to describe me so many times by different friends. Of all the friends I have had... there is one that truly stands out to me.
That is why this blog will be made in her honor. For her friendship...that she has given me.
Naming her in this blog would only diminish the value of this blog, But to not name her in this blog would only diminish the value of me honoring her. So here it goes...I would like to honor Jennifer L. Booe for being a great friend & for helping me in my time of need. When I really needed my old friends, the ones that said "they would be there for me no matter what",...She was the only one that truly stepped up without asking for anything in return.
I have come to find out that she helps me, like I helped her out in her worst time of need. At this time in my life I would have to say, "that it is my worst time". She has truly helped me & has gotten me out of some really tight jams. So I thank you for your friendship & instead of You admiring me...I am the one that truly admires you!! Thanks for Everything!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

William Shakespeare said it best...

Which would you rather have in your life good sense or madness?
If I had to choose I would choose Madness...becuase our whole lives are mad up of madness and madness is true love.
That's what makes our lives soo unique and one of a kind in their/its own madness.

“Those that always prefer good sense and flee from madness are incapable to feel the true love”. William Shakespeare


¿Cuál tendrías en tu vida sensatez o locura?
Si tuviera que elegir elegiría la locura… que nuestras vidas enteras se componen de locura y la locura es el verdadero amor.
Eso es lo qué hace nuestras vidas únicas y de una clase en su propia locura.

"Los que prefieren siempre la sensatez y huyen de la locura son incapaces de sentir el amor verdadero". William Shakespeare

Monday, September 25, 2006

La Simplesa de Tu Desnudes Es Tu Mejor Lenceria...


Desnuda
by Ricardo Arjona


No es ninguna aberracion sexual
Pero me gusta verte andar en cueros
El compas de tus pechos aventureros
Victimas de la gravedad
Sera porque no me gusta la tapiceria
Que creo que tu desnudez
Es tu mejor lenceria
Por eso es que me gustas tal y como eres
Incluso ese par de libras de mas
Si te viese tu jefe desnuda y detras
No dudaria en promover tu cintura
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
Para afrontar los dizfraces de afuera
De una mejor manera
Desnuda
Que no habra diseño que te quede mejor
Que el de tu piel ajustada a tu figura
Desnuda
Que no hay un ingenuo que vista una flor
Seria como taparle la hermosura
Desnuda
Que la naturaleza no se equivoca
Y si te hubiese querido con ropa
Con ropa hubieses nacido
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
Para vestirme por dentro
Aunque sea un momento
Y ahora que por fin te tengo asi
Desnuda y precisamente enfrente
Desnuda tambien un poquito la mente
Pon tus complejos junto de tu ropa
Y si te sientes un poquito loca
Ponte loca completa
Que verte sera solo el inicio
Antes de perder el juicio
Desnuda
Que no habra diseño que te quede mejor
Que el de tu piel ajustada a tu figura
Desnuda
Que no hay un ingenuo que vista una flor
Seria como taparle la hermosura
Desnuda
Que la naturaleza no se equivoca
Y si te hubiese querido con ropa
Con ropa hubieses nacido
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
Para vestirme por dentro
Aunque sea un momento

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Inspirations Come from With IN...

Inspiration

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I
to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest
the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

There are Times in our lives when the Simplest of Words used in the Simplest of Melodies are brought together for the Greatest Impact in our Lives!

It truely has been awhile since I have heard this song, But I have been listening to bits and peices it here & there. I never truly paid much attention to it until Today. I understood the song & its meaning in soo many different levels. I have come to learn that no matter how hard I try to control every out come of my life, or to control every out come in everyone else' life around me it is impossible. I have learned that I fall to sleep everynight & I awaken every morning knowing that I have to live on with my life & everything else no matter what it is will be ok... In saying soo I would like to hold a moment of peace for my Grandmother (Maria Concepcion Lopez de Hernandez) that died about 4 yrs ago and to my Grandfather(Heriberto Suarez) that I never met, Last but not least My Grandfather (Sabas Hernandez) that is still alive, but Fighting Lung Cancer. Which we just found out he has on March 24, 2006 & to My Grandmother(Margarita Barrios de Suarez) that is still alive but to far for me to see her or hold her when ever I would like to. I would Love to Thank every single one of you for being a part of me.

Song Singer: Brad Paisley
Album: Time Well Wasted
Song: 'When I Get Where I'm Going'

When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly

I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain

(Chorus:)
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here

I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy
And he'll match me step for step
And I'll tell him how I missed him
Every minute since he left
Then I'll hug his neck

(Chorus)
So much pain and so much darkness
In this worldwe stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So muchwork to do

But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going

Friday, February 10, 2006

The Lil' Moments are what I live/d for...how special they become!

I heard this song for the Very First Time on July 15, 2003. These/Those Lil' Moments in life will run through your mind for ever & ever always making your day better.

SONG Singer:Brad Paisley
Album: Mud on the Tires
Song's name: Little Moments

Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now what she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red
And she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad
Yeah I live for little moments like that

Well that's just like last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was goin' off
And she was just about to cry until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see me laugh
Yeah I live for little moments like that

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank god that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb
But she looks so much like and angel that I don't wanna wake her up
Yeah I live for little moments
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that